So Confused

God has granted me so many blessings lately that it is almost unbelievable. When I was going to school Amy asked me what my dream job would be and I told here I would love to someday work for the Dallas Cowboys. I am a pretty reasonable person and I know this is not something that just happens and besides Amy is a hometown girl so we won't be going anywhere. As I was finishing up my school I thought well maybe I can get on with the Redhawks and get some experience with them and then try to get on with the Hornets (that is when I was convinced that they were staying). As soon as I finished my degree I tried to get on with the Redhawks and they said that they could get me in an intern position, and I could work my way up b/c all the current postions were filled. I have a wife to support so obviously that wouldnt work, so I put that out of my mind and the Hornets were gone so that was no longer a viable option.

So I get this excellent job opportunity with Make a Wish that I accept and yesterday I get a phone call from the Oklahoma (whatever our b-ball team is) and they say they saw my resume that I put in like 2 months ago. They ask me to come in for an interview. Now I am super confused, I have let God guide me to this point in my life, but I am wondering why would I be presented with this opportunity now? I feel like if I dont go to the interview I will always wonder if I was missing something. If I do go to the interview and I like what they have to say, I feel like I will be letting a lot of people down with the other job as well. Either way I feel like I am in a lot better position than I am with my current job. The lady that I spoke with asked me a few question, one of which was why was I interested in the job. I answered as honestly as I could. I told her I love sports, anyone who knows me knows that. It is something that I am passionate about. With the exception of Amy it may be the thing that I am the most passionate about. I dont know why, I just do. I feel incredibly bad that I am even considering this, but I just dont think it is a coincidence that I get this call the week before I am supposed to start. The way I look at it is there are three options that I will leave the interview with:

1. They offer me less $$ and I have peace of mind to know at least I know what I have to be thankful for.
2. They offer me more $$ and I will most likely accept
3. They offer me the same $$ and I have a lot to think about.



Man, what a pickle I am in.